As Christians, we are not designed to live in a vacuum. We need encouragement and admonition from, and accountability to, others. You need to plug into a small group where you can develop relationships and be open with others.
"How is it then, brethren? when ye come together, every one of you hath a psalm, hath a doctrine, hath a tongue, hath a revelation, hath an interpretation. Let all things be done unto edifying."